CHRISTMAS 2007 WANES... And so do you....
So Christmas is over. I do hope you got you most wanted.
I wanted to let you know that this is your last Christmas.
Time is short for you. You have about met the speck on my timeline, soon your spirit is given to another to attempt to run the maze of life.
Did you discover the meaning of life yet?
Have you uncovered what your purpose was for your existence?
Have you given more than you took from the world and from man?
This is not been for naught. There is reason and purpose behind everything you do. And there is more reason and purpose for those things that are put in your path.
Did you take the easy road? Did you take the hard road? It was your choice. There was only one right road and if you took it, you know it.
If you looked deeply within yourself, you found me. You understood that emotion, and love, and the gifts of empathy and honesty and courage, were simply inspired by you knowing I was there to back you up. I was not high on a gilded precipice in an ornate church. I was in you, hoping you would take me into your heart. That was your choice.
I am giving you warning. Your last breath could be tomorrow. Or in the next five seconds. Or twelve months from now. The meter is near expired and you have no more coins left.
You were nothing but an extension of me all along. And if you have done well by me and by those in your life, you will find comfort with where you will find yourself next. But if you have squandered the gifts I gave to you and not to the animals and plants and ground, and not thought and felt, but stayed distracted, and lived in fear of the unknown, and kept your life busy and thoughtless, then you will not enjoy what comes next.
The silence and oneness you have run from all of your life awaits you.
Maybe then you will get it. Until you know me, feel me, hear me, love me, you are doomed to repetition. In your earthly life and after - Doing the same old things day in and day out; A rut. No the rut of ruts. You knew better. You have the aptitude to know better the beasts do not. Did you squander the gifts of man?
So waste no time. Live your dreams. Get your words out that need to be said. Sign the papers that make your earthly goods someone else’s in hopes you will be remembered. I am not so sure someone will think of you every day as they sit in the expensive chair you just had to have that they now sit in. I know that a beggar hungry and near total despair would remember you every day had you but given him some time.
Everyone that crossed your path has a story. It is your job to know them all and learn from them all. They were not idle coincidences. There were no accidents in your life.
Soon you will tell me yours. You will tell me the meaning of your life and why your life was spent in a manner that people will remember you as a good person. And then I will tell you what yours should have been. I will remind you of the times you turned your back on change or on a person because you let fear run your life. I will remind you of the dreams you never lived because you feared change or what the others would think. I will show you that if you simply had faith in me, and in yourself, you would have never once let fear make your decisions.
So waste no time. Live hard. Decide what is more important to you for these last days. Eternity beckons, and your final exam starts now. Define yourself fully in what time there is. You know what the definition should be.
How do you live the rest of your life?
Are you like an incarcerated criminal now going to call out to me? Or are you going to earn my presence and attention after so many years without even a thought that you might not be invincible.
It is those that care about the world, and others, and the future of mankind, and work to make it better it better that understand. Their lives have been full, regardless of the sacrifices and hardships. It is the truth sayers, the nets for humanity, and the saviors of the beasts that understand.
The next time you hear from me, it will be through a messenger who is coming for your spirit and soul. The body has always been yours, but your spirit and soul have always been mine and I have been a part of them.
How are you going to spend the rest of your life?